Inertia
So okay, the university life ain’t all glitters and rainbows but I am starting to learn a lot of things about the real world that school never really prepared me for.
If I have to describe my current life right now, it would be like a really-fast-no-seats train ride. You know when you’re riding the train and it’s going really fast, just as it’s about to reach a stop, instead of slowing down and gradually breaks, it stops abruptly and inertia takes over completely. That’s how I feel every single day. I go to class and things are crazy, I sit in intense lectures for hours without having the slightest idea of what they’re talking about because lecturers (doctors) kinda sorta a little bit complicated, in a surprisingly not hateful way. I don’t even know how to describe them. It’s a love-hate thing. But I digress.
Let’s go back to how I feel, because that’s the only thing that matters when you’re the leading lady of your life. Just as things are at full speed, the clock strikes 5 and everything suddenly stops. Abruptly. No signal or warning as Newton’s law of inertia which I should mention, comes in a totally different dimension takes over. That’s exactly how I feel. I’m not even sure if anyone would get what I just described. One second, so much is going on; you’re laughing with your friends, meeting deadlines, cursing work and the next, literally, nothing. Life has finally come down to this: Hustle bustle of the day and …. I think I would be fine with this, only if that weird feeling of inertia-ish doesn’t make me stumble, emotionally and ermm.. mentally, if you know what I mean. If you don’t, I’m not so sure I know what I meant either.
Well, I just wanted to say that I have new responsibilities that me myself don't know where and how to start.
If I have to describe my current life right now, it would be like a really-fast-no-seats train ride. You know when you’re riding the train and it’s going really fast, just as it’s about to reach a stop, instead of slowing down and gradually breaks, it stops abruptly and inertia takes over completely. That’s how I feel every single day. I go to class and things are crazy, I sit in intense lectures for hours without having the slightest idea of what they’re talking about because lecturers (doctors) kinda sorta a little bit complicated, in a surprisingly not hateful way. I don’t even know how to describe them. It’s a love-hate thing. But I digress.
Let’s go back to how I feel, because that’s the only thing that matters when you’re the leading lady of your life. Just as things are at full speed, the clock strikes 5 and everything suddenly stops. Abruptly. No signal or warning as Newton’s law of inertia which I should mention, comes in a totally different dimension takes over. That’s exactly how I feel. I’m not even sure if anyone would get what I just described. One second, so much is going on; you’re laughing with your friends, meeting deadlines, cursing work and the next, literally, nothing. Life has finally come down to this: Hustle bustle of the day and …. I think I would be fine with this, only if that weird feeling of inertia-ish doesn’t make me stumble, emotionally and ermm.. mentally, if you know what I mean. If you don’t, I’m not so sure I know what I meant either.
Well, I just wanted to say that I have new responsibilities that me myself don't know where and how to start.
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